Every once in a while, I'll forget who I am. I'll forget about how hopeless I really am. I'll then have delusions of grandeur and then, sooner or later, I'll pass by a mirror--- and reality will give me a hard kick in the head. I tend to delude myself and think that she will someday suddenly realise that I'm worth her time and love. Once reality kicks in again, I realise that even if she did leave her boyfriend, there would be 4 or 5 other guys that are way worthier of her than me that would jump at the chance to be with her. I hope she'll live a happy, wonderful, joy-filled life---even if I have no part in it at all.
Mi Amas Vin, Je T'amie, Ti Amo, Aishiteru, Wo Ai Ni, I Love You.
Ridiculous that I can use the word love when it's one-sided. I'll forever be a fool for you. Sadly that's all I'll ever be.
About Me
- Adam
- Adam Zulhilmi, Agreeable, Loud and Zany, Brother of many but by blood only to two, Who loves life, experiences and morning dew, Who feels passionate about everything, Who needs friends, family and gaming, Who gives ideas, advice and love, Who fears desolation, death, and above all else to be forgotten, Who'd like to see, touch, hear, smell and experience everything there is to be gotten, Who dreams of things that are ephemeral, A student of the world, Adam.
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